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After reading my description in my journal of my panic attack, do you think you have ever had one? 

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2 deviants said Girl, I have them every day!
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1 deviant said Only a few times. (Share in comments please, I'd love to hear)
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Wow man.

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 21, 2014, 9:34 PM
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So my mom and I were watching Chicago Fire tonight and when it was over the news came on for a minute before it asked us to delete, and I saw the top story.  I was very surprised to hear the name of a guy that I went to high school with.  I haven't been keeping up with him, so I had no idea that he had stopped farming and gone into the military, gotten a "girlfriend," and had a kid.

So yeah.  His house was broken into while he was overseas and the whole thing was caught on video.  Here's the story.  It has the video if you are interested.

www.wsfa.com/story/26851370/de…

Also, it is my birthday.  I'm 26 today.  I got Tales of Xillia 2 for my bday.  I would love to be playing it right now, but it's too late right now, so I will have to play it tomorrow.  Bummer.

All right, well, I have stuff to do, soooo I'm off.  Y'all have a great day!

Rachel



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  • Mood: Awestruck
  • Listening to: Fave Songs 2 and Linkin Park and Three Days Grace
  • Reading: manga: Loveless
  • Watching: TV shows on my DVR
  • Playing: Tales of Graces f
  • Eating: Tacos
  • Drinking: Water
After reading my description in my journal of my panic attack, do you think you have ever had one?
67%
2 deviants said Girl, I have them every day!
33%
1 deviant said Only a few times. (Share in comments please, I'd love to hear)
0%
No deviants said Never.
0%
No deviants said More than a few times, but not frequently.
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No deviants said Other. (Comment and tell me what I missed.)

Small Little Story About Today/Panic Attack

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 20, 2014, 7:48 PM
Hello everyone!  My birthday is tomorrow!  I will be 26.  Where does the time go?  It feels like only yesterday I was 21.  That was 5 years ago!  Wow.

And now on to my story about today.  This will be a short one since I have a test tomorrow and tons of stuff to do, but I wanted to get this out.

So today I was walking to class just minding my own business, and I see this wasp flying across the path.  I watched it, and it landed on me!!!!!!!!!  I was jumping around, screaming, using profanities, trying to get it off my wrist.  Seriously, I probably looked like a lunatic.  People don't go around shouting profanities in the middle of the quad for no reason.  The surprising thing about this event was that not a single person looked up to see if I was all right, or even ascertain the situation.  I think people on campus could have a murder happen right in front of them and they would just keep walking to class (That would be an interesting social psychology experiment, though more than likely a little unethical... The best research always is.).  Safety in numbers is useless if no one is paying attention.

It doesn't do a whole lot for my general view of the human race.  Come on people.  We must be vigilant, not lost in our own world so much that screaming does not bring us back to reality.  Please do be vigilant.  It would be advantageous to you and all your peers.  Okay, I'm off my soapbox now.

Anyway, I had a feel blown panic attack/adrenaline rush going and by the time I got to class I could barely stand.  My hands were shaking so much that it took two of them to hold my coke and not drop it and I was panting, trying to catch my breath.  I was sweating like crazy too, even though it was cool outside.  I pulled my hair up and tried to calm down.  I think my teacher just thought I had too much stress from school (She knows I have anxiety disorder).  She gave me an encouraging sweet little smile to try and make me feel better.  The intense shaking could also be because I skipped lunch on accident.  I was so busy studying and then I had ten minutes to get to class when I realized it.  Anyway, if you ever wondered what a panic attack looks like, that's it.

To all my college kids, be careful of other and nature, look out for your fellow man, and have a great week.  The end of the semester will be here before we know it. (And so will the end of summer, and hopefully the end of wasps.)

Rachel

  • Mood: Awestruck
  • Listening to: Fave Songs 2 and Linkin Park and Three Days Grace
  • Reading: manga: Loveless
  • Watching: TV shows on my DVR
  • Playing: Tales of Graces f
  • Eating: Tacos
  • Drinking: Water

Good News!!! (School Accomplishment!)

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 25, 2014, 9:39 PM
Good news!  Lol.  Hello.  Long time no talk to everyone.  I know it's been a while since I posted, so let me recap.  I am knee deep in psychology and it is much harder than I would have thought, but I am excelling.  It's a long road and a lot of work ahead of me, but here I go.  I'm in it now, too late to turn back.  

I have 4 classes this semester: Behavioral Analysis, Personality, Social Psychology, and Abnormal Psychology.  I'm doing well in all of them, some better than others.  On my first behavior test, I struggled and I thought I did terrible, but all of the ones I was unsure about I managed to get right and I actually made a 96!  On my first personality test, I made a 97. :D  I only missed 1 points on the essay and 1 MC.  It was pretty easy.  On my first social psychology test, I studied and studied and made a 92.  That was hard.  I don't really like that class much.  It's a tad boring.  

And on my first abnormal test, what a trek!  First the grade online said 72/100.  I flipped out.  I don't get Ds!  I emailed the teacher in a panic and she informed me that the grade was out of 80, putting me at a 90.  I was relieved, but I totally wanted to cry on the way home.  I had wanted a better score than that.  So I emailed her again and asked to review the test.  She looked and found that the answer key was wrong and my grade became a 97.5!  So yay.  (Did I tell you guys this story last journal?  I don't remember.)

SO flash forward.  Much work and a few weeks later, it's test 2 in personality.  That was tonight.  I studied for several days, but I just didn't feel like I was getting it.  She gave us 4 possible essay questions to think about and we would have to write one on the test.  I went in there only knowing the answer to one of the four essays.  One of them I knew well enough to get about 80% credit, one I knew enough to get about 60%, and one I did not know better than 20%.  I was a little nervous about that part, since it's so much of the overall grade.  But I went in there and flipped to the last page.  "Oh thank God!"  I literally said that as I looked at the page.  It was the one I knew. :D  So I wrote my kick-ass essay and then went back to the multiple choice.  The first one was completely unfamiliar to me.  I thought "What the heck? What is this?"  But the rest were all good, so no worries.  I aced that sucker.

Then after the test, my teacher started to hand me my paper that I did last week, then took it back and said real low, "I want to talk to you outside for a minute about the paper."  I thought "Oh, God, I am in so much trouble!  She probably thinks I plagiarized!"  I followed her out, and she shut the door.  She turns to me and says "Your paper was perfect.  I want to read it to the class Tuesday as an example for those that have to redo it."  My jaw hit the floor and I let out a huge sigh of relief.  lol  I don't think my relief can even be described.  lol  So anyway, she goes on to ask if I want her to say who wrote it, and then asked my opinion on how much credit the ones who need to rewrite should get, since she wanted to be fair to those who worked hard.  I was still so shocked, but it felt good to be recognized for my ability.  I've been over the moon for the rest of the night. :D  Good way to end the long week I've had.

Off to the test on Sunday!  No rest for the weary.  Later everyone; I just wanted to tell y'all that and jet off!

Rachel

  • Mood: Awestruck
  • Listening to: Fave Songs 2 and Linkin Park and Three Days Grace
  • Reading: manga: Loveless
  • Watching: TV shows on my DVR
  • Playing: Tales of Graces f
  • Eating: Tacos
  • Drinking: Water

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Rachel Snowden
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Ok, I'm a 24-year-old college student from Alabama. I'm studying elementary education and I'm going to be a teacher at an elementary school here in the city. I want to bring a good education to all students.

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Wow man.

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 21, 2014, 9:34 PM
Gallery | Watch Me | Note Me | Facebook

So my mom and I were watching Chicago Fire tonight and when it was over the news came on for a minute before it asked us to delete, and I saw the top story.  I was very surprised to hear the name of a guy that I went to high school with.  I haven't been keeping up with him, so I had no idea that he had stopped farming and gone into the military, gotten a "girlfriend," and had a kid.

So yeah.  His house was broken into while he was overseas and the whole thing was caught on video.  Here's the story.  It has the video if you are interested.

www.wsfa.com/story/26851370/de…

Also, it is my birthday.  I'm 26 today.  I got Tales of Xillia 2 for my bday.  I would love to be playing it right now, but it's too late right now, so I will have to play it tomorrow.  Bummer.

All right, well, I have stuff to do, soooo I'm off.  Y'all have a great day!

Rachel



Skin by SpookyLoop
  • Mood: Awestruck
  • Listening to: Fave Songs 2 and Linkin Park and Three Days Grace
  • Reading: manga: Loveless
  • Watching: TV shows on my DVR
  • Playing: Tales of Graces f
  • Eating: Tacos
  • Drinking: Water

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